ABOUT ME
All my life, I’ve searched for something beyond what I knew and beyond what I was told life was supposed to be. Everything that others called life, sex or love, felt small to me.
I’ve always believed in the possibility of a world that my ears couldn’t hear, my eyes couldn’t see, and my skin couldn’t touch. I have lived thirsty. Thirsty for love, for peace, for money, for family, for the celebration and the joy of being alive.
And thank God/dess I kept searching. Thank God/dess I listened to that ache. Because it was never dissatisfaction or lack. It was the remembrance of something greater. It was the call from my soul every time I tried to quench my thirst with something that was not what my soul craved.
But I never could have imagined that what we are missing as humanity would be of such sacred magnitude. So vast in truth, so radiant in beauty, so fierce in power.
I know from experience how complex it can be for those of us who choose to live incarnating the soul. It requires deep devotion and commitment, with all the trials in which one gets lost or distracted by the voices of identity.
With over twenty-five years of study and self-practice, my inner journey began in my teenage years, driven by a deep longing for a kind of intimacy and meaning the world around me could not offer.
Since my adolescence, I’ve felt called to be part of social transformation. For over a decade, I dedicated myself to researching and curating cultural and educational programs within museums, believing I could find meaning there, in institutions centered on intellectual exploration, symbolic beauty, and what I perceived back then as avant-garde. But eventually, I recognized the illusion: the sterile routines, the unspoken competition, the restless atmosphere of rooms where gossip replaced real conversation, or where I found myself at odds with how public funding was being used in ways that lacked depth or true impact. That was not the kind of life I longed for, nor did that place reflect the values I wish to see in the world.
I have walked paths that few dare to name. I worked as an escort, a sex worker, where the sacred garment of the body becomes a battlefield of projections and stories. I’ve known the terror and the cost of narratives shaped by ignorance, moral superiority, and inherited shame. I have witnessed how easily society punishes what it refuses to recognize in itself. That experience opened my eyes to deeper systemic wounds and awakened a more grounded commitment, which led me to nearly ten years of political and human rights activism.
And yet, I also know the clarity that arises from no longer outsourcing your worth, the maturity that comes from choosing love over belonging. The strength that unfolds not from experience, but from what one is willing to learn from what is lived. And the compassion that blossoms when judgment is transmuted into presence. All of this has sharpened my discernment, softened my heart, and refined my commitment to truth.
My work does not live in theory or intellectual frameworks. It is born from devotion. A devotion that lives in the core of our heart. In blood, in fire. In love.
In Service for the Celebration to Come,
Ana Isabela
Beliefs, Faith & Values
Truth and Goodness are only born if there is Beauty.
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Radical Honesty.
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New Souls - children - above all.
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The Divine Providence is a Celebration.
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Honouring all stages of Life.
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God/dess plays at hiding inside for us to seek & find.